suddenly, with the dawn

you fell in quite naturally
i couldn't see you better
like you always were next to me
like you knew me more than i knew
myself

you make me think of polariods
and christmas
and all the thing i miss
about the sun

and i think you're in the kitchen
i'm drinking my coffee
i thought i heard you call to me
but i'm thinking about drowning
instead

i said a 'hallelujah'
because you rose just like the morning
like a milkshake full of berries
like my heart pulled out of wrapping
you were there

i caught your eye yesterday
i was on a bike
what possessed you to do what you did
what demon caught your heart
that time?

cause it still is unexplainable
why you held out your hand
put a warm piece of soul in mine
and then just left me with it
in the park

but for now you're in the kitchen
i'm drinking my coffee
i thought you said something
i was busy counting my blessings
sorry.